Riding My Flaming Unicycle

 Pam and Charles feel that Pam has never been excepted into the family by CP IV and Shelly especially when they were young. Someone is a victim, maybe everyone and maybe no one.  Ok, if that is the case, Now what? We cannot change the past. What has happened is gone.  What can we do now that will resolve this? Better still, what can we do now, THAT EVERYONE WILL AGREE TO, that will resolve that?  We must put aside the hurt feelings and things we cannot control in others and discuss our actual issues... maybe. We will not resolve 50 years of hurt feelings and issues in one sit-down. It won't happen. Much like Margaret and I when we split we had an awful emotional wreck of a toxic relationship. She felt very wronged, the victim, as did I. At one point we could only communicate between each other through Matt my attorney as he stayed on point, was calm and never let it get personal. We then went to our separate corners and did our own healing and processing. That did NO...

 I am reflecting today on how linear our thinking tends to be. We draw a straight line of a to b to c in our life from long range, go to school, get a job, get married, etc,.  Life is so not linear. We want our story to be like an episode on tv but truth is until we are dead the story continues and only the chapters change.  And non of it is linear.

 So right now I am feeling disappointed that others do not share my vision and enthusiasm for where I see my future. I think I need to attack this in a couple of ways: 1) foster and nurture the passion as I develop and refine my vision and business plan. 2) find the folks that will support my vision.